It's really beginning to look a lot like christmas.

ANNOUNCEMENT: Love and enjoy your life.


It's drinking time for this college girl. I love being home, I cannot get enough of it. Christmas eve is tomorrow <3 the best part about christmas is watching my family open the presents I bought them. I try and be creative for everyone, but it's getting more and more difficult as we all grow older. I couldn't appreciate my family anymore than I already do.

I don't think anyone actually reads this.. but if you do, follow me on twitter! @canbeyourmelody

THE THINGS I LOVE:
My dog
My parents / brother
My sisters in PHI SIGMA SIGMA
Christmas time
Eating out
Music
Sun
Getting drunk
Christmas Cookies
Mac Miller
Pictures
Twitter
Smoking
Love


With that.. I bid you adieu.
More to come tomorrow :)

Hello fwends

Literally "stumbled upon" this little slice of wisdom today and I wanted to share it.

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right and forget the ones who don't and believe that everthing happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."

I am going to strive to life my life along these guidlines. Inspirational <3

It's like the underground rail road, for sex.

Gooooood Day :) Very happy and staying positive. Shwazyyyy with Christina last night., I love spending my time with her. She makes me so incredibly happy with my life. I woke up with a hangoverr and had to wake up at 11 for work. I was only scheduled until 3 but it was crazy busy and hectic and I was doing such a fabulous job that I got to stay until 5. Making mad doughhhhh! I'm always so charming at work, I convinced 3 people to apply for credit cards, suckers. That means good for me. I drunk texted Jack last night and he's been texting me today. He's been really nice actually and we were having a civil conversation. Tom didn't talk to me yesterday and he hasn't really texted me today. I have just learned not to expect it. Trying to stay happy with the people around me. At work I'm extremely nice to people just so I can stay positive, I should learn to do that in regular life.


This was my night.



THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND

Doing all right on Sushi Tuesday..

Was having a wonderful day, doing good and healthy things, got 4 inches of my hair cut off, spent the day outside in the pool because thankfully I didn't have to work. the highlight of the day was going to California Rollin with Holl. Afterwords Nick asked me to go to the store with him, which is a bad idea beause he is honestly always a dick to me and I dunno it kind of brought me down from the awesome time I had with Holley. How do you prevent the sad thoughts from coming in and taking over. I am surrounding myself with people who make my life enjoyable (My mom in the pool and Holley for dinner) and then suddenly someone comes in for a couple moments of the day and de-rails all my happy feelings. All I can think about is how Tom hasn't texted me all day. I need to learn not too expect it. I said it before and I'll say it again it's not worth waiting for someone who isn't waiting for you. I need to learn not to depend on anyone but myself and those who are going to treat me wonderfully for my own happiness. No use dwelling on the past when it clearly didn't work out.

SUSHISUSHISUSHI

Well. Last night Nick took me to finally see Harry Potter, it was - as expected- incredible and now I am in the process of re-reading all the books. I hope to be done with them all by the end of the summer. I'm out for now, Christina is coming over so that I can drown myself in a Vodka-Cranberry. meow

I'm alive, I just hope I'm not sleeping..

Helloo. Stayed at Holley's last night, got to snuggle up with her and spend some quality happy time with my best friend. When I came home in the morning I had to quicly shower and get ready to get on the road with Christina Marie so we could go shopping during. We got a little lost on the way but we made it to a store called the Glue Facroty to shop for some new Vera Bradley items. On our way out we talked to the store owner about our upcoming trip to Disney that  I still need to plan :p. We visted the mall and then went and picked up white T-Shirts and dye and came back here and tye dyed shirts in the bright sun. It was so much fun but my hands are completely stained! As of right now I am sitting in the living room watching who wants to be a millionaire, about to watch the season premire of HELLS KITCHEN! Which is my favorite show I love me some Chef Gordon Ramsy. At 10:00 tonight will finally be my chance to see the last Harry Potter movie, Nick is taking me on a date-- it may be awkward honestly it doesn't mean anything to me. But it's a free movie. Dont judge me :) Gatta do what you gatta do ;)

Thats all for now. Tomorrow a blog on my incredible trip into nature a couple weeks ago.

My fingies covered in dye :)

Happiness comes when you are surrounded by those who want to make you happy.

I fell for this kid.. Maybe sometime soon he can realize, but we shouldn't hold our breath for people who arn't holding their breath for you. If we did we would all die from lack of oxygen :p

This is my dog, who is obviously the better looking one in the family <3

It has been a while. Summer has sarted, with the passing of all my classes maintaining a good GPA while pledging for Phi Sigma Sigma! I am tired today, nothing to do but sit and think about how I wish things were different with tom. I sincerely miss his crazy ass. Today he told me that he doesnt want to talk to me at all, no friendship, no nothing. So whatever. Moving on to biggger and better things. Tonight is my night with Holley, which includes walking and bitching about life, i'm sure a bottle of wine and some catching up. Tomorrow is time to see Harry Potter since I havent seen it yet, and hopefully squeezing in tyedying shirts with Christina Marie. I miss Tom, mostly I miss the dreams of finding the "one" he brought with him. I hate how upset he made me today, and I hate that any person has that capability to make me upset. I'm sitting on the couch next to my wonderful doggy and quite honestly life couldn't be better. I have a wonderful family and friends who love me -- especially this furry pooch sitting next to me. I don't work again till Wednesday, which excites me in the fact that I don't have to be in such a negative environment, but I'm also broke as fuck. Hopefully while I'm up at harborfest I can -- . win tom back . and get a job. Probably neither of those will be acheived but I will sure have a great time attempting it. Thats all for now, more to come tomorrow I'm sure I want to talk about the fun summer adventures I have had so far. Loving Life, and becoming very gratefull for everyone in it. <3

Well Hie Mark!

Good Day Today :) Slept through my first three classes ! Onn my way to HIGHer education. I woke up went downstairs to get a cup of tea went upstairs and talked to jessica then we went to lunch! Lunch was awesome :p Of course I got my usual spinach wrap with classic hummus, turkey, lettuce and tomato. But it was so much more than that. I definitely got to excited to talk to him.. "Would you like a side of awkward with this?" Indeed I would <3 I can't stop thinking about friday night and thinking about almost every word he has said to me. Blahhhh have I mentioned CSC is boring? No program tonight thank god.. Lady Gaga this friday.. I am moreee than excited for it! It's seriously going to be a great weekend I can't wait to be with my brother and his girlfriend and see my parents this weekend. Just the thought of being home is bringing an incredible sense of happiness to me. Why is it that we want to leave home so much and be on our own, but then coming home is the best feeling in the world. <3 Two days.