Was having a wonderful day, doing good and healthy things, got 4 inches of my hair cut off, spent the day outside in the pool because thankfully I didn't have to work. the highlight of the day was going to California Rollin with Holl. Afterwords Nick asked me to go to the store with him, which is a bad idea beause he is honestly always a dick to me and I dunno it kind of brought me down from the awesome time I had with Holley. How do you prevent the sad thoughts from coming in and taking over. I am surrounding myself with people who make my life enjoyable (My mom in the pool and Holley for dinner) and then suddenly someone comes in for a couple moments of the day and de-rails all my happy feelings. All I can think about is how Tom hasn't texted me all day. I need to learn not too expect it. I said it before and I'll say it again it's not worth waiting for someone who isn't waiting for you. I need to learn not to depend on anyone but myself and those who are going to treat me wonderfully for my own happiness. No use dwelling on the past when it clearly didn't work out.
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Well. Last night Nick took me to finally see Harry Potter, it was - as expected- incredible and now I am in the process of re-reading all the books. I hope to be done with them all by the end of the summer. I'm out for now, Christina is coming over so that I can drown myself in a Vodka-Cranberry. meow
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